Colours of My Life

2010-09-17T01:30:00.002+10:00

Dreamt that mummy asked me why am I not studying hard.. Just reminds me how she used to advise me when I was in high school...
Feeling sad that I miss her and sort of disappointed her coz I did not do well in my uni life..
My studies have deteriorated so much since you left.. I feel so hopeless and maybe it's time for a change. From As to I donno what.. sigh...
I hope I can make mummy proud of me.. i guess the dream is like a wake up call for me..hmmmm..

Graduation..
Still contemplating to have the graduation or not..
Mummy's not here.. :( Most likely Lin Kooi won't be able to attend as well...
Just feel so sad... There's no point having it like that.......
Haih.. I've already paid$150 for the graduation coz LK told me he's gonna attend but somehow the two of us forgot about it and he's going back on the 5th.. and my graduation is on the 7th.. arghh
Everyone will be so happy with the loved ones taking photos, I don't want to be the sad one.. :(

I miss you mummy....

28.08.10

2010-09-01T10:12:00.000+10:00

This marks the 8th yrs of us being together.
We've made it so far and I'm very glad to have you in my life.
I'm not too good in expressing my words. Despite the arguments that we have once in a while, I can feel that we love each other more and more each day and you always give me assurance in this relationship.
You're a bit naggy at times, I can still live with it.haha..

We've not celebrated our anniversary for many many years due to our long distance relationship and the '1 year'. The anniversary was celebrated in Sydney this time. We were supposed to go on a holiday but I had to work. Sowwee.. We couldn't spend another day in Sydney coz I had training on Sunday :( Anyhow, I had one great whole day spent with my loved one.

We had breakfast @ Giannotti, Beaumont St and you had your Eggs Benedict as usual.
Then, we took the train to Central. Got each other our anniversary presents.. I love it a lot! I'll use the purse soon.hehe. I was so reluctant to get the purse coz I didnt want to waste your money.hmmm..
Off to Max Brenner, havent had that for so so long... Banana Frappe and Waffle. mouthwatering now.
Then, had some sushi for teatime and watched Ghost Writer.. Quite a good movie I would say...
Headed to Jordons Seafood after the movie... Had our dinner there and what a coincidence, there was fireworks. :)

To stay or not to stay...

2010-07-17T01:20:00.000+10:00

To stay or not to stay in Australia?
To study another year?
There are so many things in my mind at the moment and being such an indecisive person, makes it harder for me to decide.

I'm back!!!

2009-12-24T10:26:00.000+11:00

I've been missing in action for almost a year and also I've forgotten my previous password. I couldn't retrieve my password because I forgot my secret answer to my secret question as well. This is so clear that my memory is really really bad.

Oh well, that's just me.

Anyway, I managed to reset my password (finally, after trying to retrieve it millions of times).

I shall start blogging again. =)

Nothing much is happening here.. I'm stuck in Newcastle when most of my friends are already back in Penang. =( I'm on waitlist for 25th, 26th of Dec and my confirm flight is on 30th Dec. Most likely that I'll only be able to go back on 30th Dec...sigh...

Love Makes People Do Funny Things...

2009-02-11T04:52:00.000+11:00

I'm just so afraid of moving on with the uncertainties...
I don't know how the future lies...
If things don't turn out well, will I still be able to cope?
I need some guidance in life........
Why? Why is this happening?
I just can't stop thinking of him. Not even a day?what's this?!!!

Movies

2009-02-09T03:12:00.000+11:00

Went to watch Inkheart with Sasi yesterday. It was quite a good movie to me, better than bedtime stories... Better than those movies that I watched recently (spirit, wedding game,...).

One night, a bunch of thugs arrive at the house and kidnap Mo (Brendan Fraser) to take him to see a cruel and evil dictator. Mo's daughter, Meggie (Eliza Bennett) soon finds out that Mo has the ability to read characters out of books. The only drawback is that when he brings something out of a story, something must go back in to replace it. This is how her mother (Sienna Guillory) went in to the book, "Inkheart".Determined to get Mo and her mother back, Meggie together with Eleanor, Dustfinger (Paul Bettany) and Farid (characters from "Inkheart") set-out an epic quest. Can they find another copy of Inkheart to send Capricorn and his thieves back into its pages?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inkheart

Went to McD to chit chat for a while and that's how I spent my Saturday. =)

After I had my dinner with sis, we went to buy DVDs, pirated ones obviously. We bought Look For A Star and Lady Cop, Papa Crook. I've watched like 3 movies at the cinema this week and will be watching another 2 movies at home. Trying to catch up.lolz.

Updates

2009-02-06T03:46:00.000+11:00

Been occupied lately...
Watched 2 movies in a row.
On Tues (3/2/09), I went to watch All's well, End's well with Su Ding, Su Ding's bf and her sis.
Had medical check up on that Tuesday too and Visa was approved on Thurs (5/2/09). So fast, how efficient.
Went to maxis Centre and had lunch with Dhipa the next day. Then, went to watch Wedding Game, a singapore movie with Su Ding + bf, Su Fen + bf, my sis and I.

Both movies are just so so.. Wasnt very worth the money I paid for. Luckily paid only RM 6 for each movie.

Walked about Georgetown area on Thurs with wai ching, Su Ding+ bf and meng Hui. Been to some places taht I've never explored in my entire life though I'm a Penangite myself. haha..
Sadly, I'm slightly darker now...

Overall, everything wasnt too bad..

Benign or Malignant ?

2009-01-21T03:40:00.000+11:00

Realized there was a lump on my right breast on Sunday night (18/01/09) and decided to see a doctor the next day.
Doctor confirmed that there's a growth/lump there and advised me to go for an operation to get the lump removed. According to the doctor, the growth should be benign as I'm still young. I hope so too...
Will go and see a gynae on Thurs for 2nd opinion.
Hopefully things will go well......
I don't know why I'm not that scared though I might be going for a minor operation. Perhaps, i've been through worse than this.
I've cried over other things, I lost even more before..........
Just hope that it's harmless..

Emptiness

2009-01-19T22:30:00.000+11:00

Haven't been blogging for quite some time and just decided to pen down my feelings. This post is gonna be very messy and unorganize.

I just finished work and just feel so directionless. Dint know where to go, dint know what to eat, dint know what to do.

Thought of going to the gym but it's already quite late, decided to go home at last.
Reached home and there's no one at home which is kinda sad. Sigh...
Loneliness..
When will I ever find love?
I long for someone's love and care...

I keep telling myself that I can survive alone without a guy but I still miss him a lot.
I cannot not think of him for just 1 day. Whenever my mind's not occupied with work, I'll start pondering if things will work out between us.

I'm actually very tired. I don't know how long I'll have to wait.
If there's no more hope in the relationship, just let me know. I really do not want this hanging relationship anymore.
In fact, I can't wait to go overseas. Get to know more people and live my life.

Please show my the direction in life. I do not want to be so lost.

Almost asked Jit Sin out for dinner but I just don't want him to misunderstand. Haih.
Someone please cheer me up.

Love

2009-01-09T02:25:00.000+11:00

I just love u so much that i just can't let go...
I know I've hurt you before but I really regretted what I've done and I'll repent,
I can't express how much I love you and I want to be with you,
I've lost you before and it was torturing,
Can you give me another chance to love you?

Lin Kooi's Birthday

2008-12-26T06:04:00.000+11:00

Woke up in the morning, thought of getting a cake for him and then be lil thick skinned and follow them for lunch but I called his mom and found out that they've gotten the cake.
So, I didn't how to be thick skin and go to his house to join them for lunch.
My phone battery went flat and I couldnt make calls. I went to QB mall isstead to charge my phone and I was rather indecisive whether to join them or not because I was not invited.
Finally, I had lunch with Sasi and told LK that I'd have dinner with him instead.

This is like the first time I actually planned a surprise party for him. I told him that we were going to have dinner together but I've invited his friends. Thanks to Adrian for contacting most of the friends.
I made reservation for 10 at tgif at 7.30pm and I purposely brought LK there bout 7.45pm hoping that the rest are already there.
Sad to say, we were the earliest. Then. we decided to walk around first. He went to the ATM and I told him i was going to the washroom but went to get cake instead. I'm stll a lil last minute though I was supposed to get the cake earlier.
Thank god by the time we reached TGIF, most of his frens were there alraedy.

After having dinner at TGIF, we went to 3G at Egate for some drinks..
I didnt drink much though coz LK didnt let. Reason being, I was driving. -,-
Had good laugh with his friends ...

He gave me a goodbye kiss before he left. I really hopethings will turn out fine...
He'll be going to hatyai tmr with his family .
Can't wait to go KK on Sunday. oh gosh, I haven't told dad yet.

2008-11-15T23:30:00.000+11:00

A lot of things are in my mind but there are no ways that I can clear my mind.
i'm waiting for you to come back.

Nothing special.

2008-08-02T12:31:00.000+10:00

I just feel so restless and I really need a break. I wish I can hide myself somewhere for few days and have time just for myself. I barely have time for myself although I'm suppose to be free till coming February. Probably, I need to SEIZE THE DAY or SEIZE THE TIME.

If some of you are wondering how my life is lately, it's pretty rout
7am -Wake up, fetch sis to school, come back , get ready for work,
9-6pm - Work
Reach home, laze around, go for dinner , watch TV. By the time I head to bed, it would be almost 1am.
On Mon and Thurs, I go to Kumon till 10pm.

Sometimes I just wonder how my mom managed to cope last time with us, family and work. Mothers are just so great.

Not much of family interaction but there're problems that I do not wish to face.

Last 2 weeks, someone broke into my house and I lost my laptop. I'm quite sad but surprising I wasn't very very sad over it. Plus, I was quite calm on that day itself. I guess I've experienced more than just losing a laptop.

I need a break. I wish to have someone by myside. I long for care and love.

Moving On: Next chapter of Life

2008-06-27T02:59:00.000+10:00

I've finally made up my mind after such a long time due to my indecisiveness. Making decisions is never easy for me especially this time when I have to take so many things into consideration (family,financial, future, experience,etc). I've decided to go over to Australia to study next year. I'd really like to study overseas, explore and experience a total different culture, it's just something different. As much as I want to go over to the UK to study, I've decided to go down under instead for few reasons. I would be able to graduate earlier as compared to Australia if I were to go to the UK and experience the life there but UK is just not the place that I would want to work in. Plus, my sister has motion sickness and she was telling me that UK is just too far for her to visit me whereas if I were to study in Aussie, my sis will be able to visit me and and I can work there upon graduation hopefully. Somehow, staying in Aussie makes feel closer to home.

I'll be leaving KL this Monday.sigh. I really had a good time in KL and in fact I'm quite reluctant to leave. I've been staying here for 2 yrs.. yea. 2 years without me realizing how time flies. I'm so gonna miss this place and people. I can still recall when I just moved in, I felt homesick most of the time but now, I feel sad to leave this place. When I've obtained comfort and adapted to life in KL, I'm now moving to the next chapter of life. We're constantly changing, for better I hope. I'll be missing this place, my friends, housemates and all the memories in KL. As what Corny said, I'll be missing our "rushing for assignment, makan, lepak, shopping,crapping" moments. I'm quite proud to be in this group. :). THough we always rushed for assignments but managed to finish them at the eleventh hour. Eating is just part of us. We celebrate and eat good food before and after exams and assignments. LOL. I'll be missing those crapping sessions. We've been through UPs and DOWNs together and I'll definitely treasure our friendships[ u know who u all are]. Not forgetting all the ponteng sessions we had together, 5 sekawan[jan,ce,csum&corny]. sehati sejiwa. ponteng also together-gether. There are also quite a number of friends that I got close to this year, we will keep in touch no worries. I wont miss my housemates out for sure, and I'll be missing Shadow's cold JOKES a lot.hehe. I'm glad that all of us click well and will miss our late night movies, makan, shopping for groceries,etc. I believe I'll be back in KL someday, to work maybe? only God knows.

Lastly, I'm glad to know all of you and I will be missing you all a lot! Sorry if I ever hurt anyone of you.

I hope that this journey that I'm embarking upon will be a great and exciting on.

P/S: Corny will be leaving on the 8th of July and I'm gonna miss u a lot! Do take good care of yourself there and don't be blur blur. Hope you'll be able to adapt to the new environment there. ALL the best and study hard :)

5 Sekawan

Friends & hsemates

updates..

2008-06-10T01:58:00.000+10:00

I went to World Book Fair at Suntec City with sisters (not like I read a lot but just went coz the was a fair). Initially wanted to get myself The Five People you Meet in Heave by Mitch Albom but I saw this book for a good deal. SGD 7.10 =) cheap isnt? I'm kinda outdated, most ppl have read the book and I'm just about to start reading it. Not too late.hehe. And I got myself another book by Adeline Yen mah, Falling Leaves at this 2nd hand book store for SGD 5. I feel it's kinda expensive for a used book where I managed to get a brand new one for only SGD 7.10.

and as for today, I went to the custom to settle some stuffs. not like ppl send me drugs. sigh.Then, went for a good movie at least. KUNGFU PANDA and waffle stick. had it for the first time. Thanks for recommending,sam.

There's like a list of things that I want to do before going back to pg.

1. spending time with frens of coz.

2. Rockclimbing at 1u-anyone?

3. Futsal this sat hopefully.

4.Paintball- either in KL or PG, doesn't really matter. =)

how come I'm stuck?lol I know there're still things that I want to do.Lol. Will add on when I remember.me and my STM. sigh.

Wonderful people

2008-05-25T21:54:00.001+10:00

I've seen really nice people around yesterday, from friends to strangers. They're just so nice and I had a great day though it was tiring.
Well, Feli told me that she was going to Petrosains with the kids from Agathians under YV(AIESEC) and I decided to tag along. Met Rohene and Rita there as well. Bus came and we went to Agathians Shelter to pick the kids up but there was a party going on. Before that, what is an ideal birthday party like? celebrating with lots of friends and family at some hotel?pool side? grand bday party? Well, I was just so amazed when this young little girl (bout5-7 yrs old)celebrated her birthday party at Agathian Shelter, a home for under-privileged children in Petaling Jaya. Her family is not only bringing joy to their little daughter but joy to so many other people especially those who are under-privileged. I've never done this in my entire life and never even thought of that before.I was moved by their action.

Since they were still having their party, we went to pick the children from TCC(err, Trinity ______ ) and headed to Petrosains. One the way to Petrosains, I sat next to this lady from Myanmar who did her Masters in Theology in the Phillippines. She mentioned that there's always war and disaster in Myanmar plus people there always lose hope due to those disastrous events. According to her, people in Malaysia are nice and show great hospitality to the extent that they started to believe that there is still hope in life. awww. (was so proud to be a Malaysian when she told me that).
We finally reached Petrosains and we accompanied the kids to tour around. There were like so many of them , from 3 different homes/shelters. I could also see the happiness in them and I was happy to have done something yesterday.

After enjoying ourselves there, the kids had to go home whereas Feli, Ro and I stayed to have our dinner at KLCC. It has been so long since I last saw Ro and Feli, and I had a great time catching up with old friends. At some point, we talked as though we were debating. what to do I was with two debaters. =P After dinner, we went to Kinokuniya and took LRT to Universiti station. We ended up at Murni after that since we wanted to talk so much but by the time we've reached Murni, we hardly talked due to the fact that we were just too exhausted.

We went home after day and I really had a great day. From the people I saw, people I met and the people I talked to, they just made my day. =)

updates..

2008-05-12T03:48:00.000+10:00

It was Mother's Day yesterday
I really envy those who are able to celebrate Mother's Day with the beloved mothers.
I spent my day watching this Malaysia mystery series called Ghost. The story is unpredictable and it's a great show indeed. surprisingly it's local production.
Malaysia Boleh. =P

and I've watched the first episode of Kan Cheong Kitchen on 8tv. It's something like beautiful Kitchen but I find beautiful Kitchen funnier.

You had a bad day…

2008-05-08T03:45:00.001+10:00

Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

You tell me your blue skies fade to grey

You tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee to go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces everytime

And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeeeah)

So where is the passion when you need it the most

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

You've seen what you like

And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day

(Oh, yeah, yeaaah, yeah)

Had a bad day

(Oh, had a bad day)

Had a bad day

(Oh, yeah, yeah, yeeeeah)

Had a bad day

(Oh, had a bad day)

Had a bad day...

5 sekawan: PD and Melaka. 5&6 apr 08

2008-04-21T13:55:00.000+10:00

At last five of us managed to find time and make this trip a succes despite of having presentation the next day after the trip.hehe.. Shall let the pictures do the talking..

Day 1 -Port Dickson
Thank you Chi SUm for driving us there. After scouting for hotel for bout half an hour or so we ended up at Hotel Selesa.Memang selesa.. =)

Entah apa ini dua orang tengah buat. paying respect to the tv?

Corny and I decided to take a stroll on the beach and enjoy the sea breeze, not forgetting the breathtaking view of sunset.

An uncle suggested us to pose this way. =P We then chatted with the lovely couple from occupation to family till we forgot that we were supposed to meet the rest at the lobby. Then, we both ran to the lobby as though we were competing against each other.

MAKAN TIME!

Five "self-claimed ambassadors" of Restaurant Yuan Xiang

Had vege, asam fish? , lala, mayo chicken, mantis shrimp in salted egg.nyummy.. *drools*

End result

After filling our stomachs with yummy food, we went back to the hotel and I was told that we were planning a surprise for Janet. Then I went to the beach to help out and after a while I was assigned to ask Janet and Corny to go to the beach. Unexpectedly, it was a surprise for me as well. =)

Ta-daa .. The surprise..

5 of us

I'm touched.. Thanks for the surprise..=)

The Burfday Gurls.

Day 2 Beach and Malacca

enjoyed the beach before leaving for Malacca.

Behind is Corny's dream hse. =P

*like this pic *..

More photos...

Finally

After having enough of cam whoring sessions, we went to hotel to washed up and headed to Malacca..

First thing we did when we reached was to hunt for food again. CHICKEN RICE BALLS..

Then, jalan jalan and CE had gastric attack all of a sudden. After seeing doctor, we makan again. I Guess our lives revolve around food. There we go, SATAY CELUP.

After having our satay celup, we went to Jonker Street - a must go place in Malacca. Chi Sum and Ching Ee had a temporary tattoo.. hehe..

in the process of getting her tattoo.=)

We then left Malacca and will return someday.haha. All of us were tired to the max.

That's our PD trip which we wanted to have it long time ago.

Free like a bird/..

2008-04-21T10:12:00.000+10:00

exams are over... I do not need to burn midnight oil for the time being and sleeping is one of the wonderful thing in life.LOl. It was kind of suffering when you want to sleep and yet you're trying to keep yourself awake to store those information. So hectic..

Been watching this chinese love drama, The Seventh Day. I really really really (it's alright to be redundant, it's to show how much I like it =P) like it and I even burst into tears some parts of the drama. so touching and Kevin Cheng looks good. =)http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZQSbg-0DKHY

Frustration and Confusion

2008-04-13T18:56:00.000+10:00

I'm contemplating how to survive another year. Will be having finals starting Wednesday and I've quite a lot to read still. and the fact is
I DISLIKE READING.
Before taking Psychology as a course, I've been wondering if I'll like the course , if I'll regret yada yada yada. I was deciding on taking Psych or Financial Accounting but at the same time I was afraid that my life will be boring sitting in office whole day. Then, I've taken Psych as the road I want to explore. BUT i've never liked reading subjects. All As and both Bs for the two reading subjects (History and Biology) and I rationalize by telling myself that I could have done better because I did not study few weeks before exam due to some personal problems. Maths and physics are different, I just need understanding and a little of practice and I'm done, that's why I like Maths. I dont have to go through the whole textbook reading every single page. Some of the reasons that I'm taking this course are hoping to understand human and to contribute to the society. It makes me ponder if I'm on the right path in life. will it be too late to take another path. and the worst thing is I feel sleepy everytime I read.

Relief

2008-03-28T21:36:00.000+11:00

what a relief!! Done with all the assignments except for game creation and reflection paper, poster defenses are over, presentation is over as well. This semester is coming to an end in two weeks time. So soon.........

Watched Ah Long finally but it was below my expectation, didn't find it that funny though. Expectation do affect how we perceive things . For instance, I didn't expect that I would like 10,000 B.C. but it was beyond what I expected and I enjoyed the money as compared to most people where they expected more and they commented that the movie wasn't that good. On the other hand, quite a number of people said that Ah Long was super super funny but I think it was so so but was quite touching though since I couldn't control my lacrimal gland from secreting.

And I finished watching Ho Mei Tin a.k.a To Grow With Love on youtube in four days.*grins*

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/To_Grow_with_Love

verdict : Overweight people deserve to fall in love too... =)

Celebrated Corny's BELATED Belated Birthday (it's purp coz corny's likes purp) on Wed, same day as Goddess of Mercy's Birthday... I wrote BELATED belated twice for a reason.. we celebrated it almost 3 months after her actual birthday. Amazed? Will post up pictures soon when I get them..

I've colloquium and meeting to attend tmr and will be heading back to PG for All Souls' Day/ Qingming/Cheng Beng.

Weekend = Fun time...

2008-03-22T20:16:00.000+11:00

Most of my posts were emo posts. Seldom blog about my happy moments and life events.
Went for movie last night. Initially, wanted to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd, Singapore comedy but tickets were sold out. was afraid that I doze off again so wanted to watch something funny.the last movie . paiseh.dozed off the last movie. Watched 10000B.C. I didn't expect that I would like such movie.

10000 B.C is MARVELLOUS

Went to Williams to makan after movie and went to slumber land after dropping Nick off at Northpoint.

Saturday

My supposedly schedule :

8-10am- Lecture

10-11.30 Tutorial

WOke up at 8 instead got ready reached uni bout 9am.. Attended PSY 203 class and there were so few people in there barely quarter of the class.

After that went to Bangsar and passed by a shop called Garra rufa Fish Therapy.

It's along Jalan Telawi. Since it was the first day of business, there's promotion for today and tomorrow, and it's only RM 19 after 50% off. So, I went for FISH Therapy for the FIRST Time. hehe... Quite ticklish at first but got use to it later on. What is garra rufa?

It's a nibble fish or called Doctor fish too. The fish consumes dead cells of the skin leaving healthy skin. Will upload pictures of leg and the doctor fish soon.Hehe..

LIFE

2008-03-11T16:01:00.000+11:00

Life is just a word with four letters but has a great meaning underlying it.
What exactly life is?
LIfe is the period between birth and death, the state of being alive.
It's just so unpredictable. No one can foresee what is going to happen the next second what more our future ahead. We can plan what we want to do , what we want to be but there're just things that are beyond my control.
I feel rather helpless at times.
Those kids at the homes, shelters, need care and love.
I wish I can do more to help them.
I'm unable to help my own family members.
Aunt's been sick for like a year and here children are not helping her to do house chores. Such a pity, she has been giving the best she could to her children and yet this is how her children are treating her. Is there something that I can do?HAIH
On the other hand, sis is struggling with her studies and I'm not there to guide her. What can I do? Now she has relationship problem, not in the mood and upset most of the time. I have tried my best to advise her. What else?LK would always say" HELP urself before helping others"
but they're my family members. How could I not do something about it????

LOVE

2008-03-05T22:44:00.000+11:00

not any mushy mushy love dedications.
I JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE MY NEW HEELS!!!!
sigh back to assignments!

Finally...

2008-03-02T12:40:00.000+11:00

Mid terms are finally over but there're still assignments and presentations to go.
Finally, she's no longer sending me inappropriate messages to me. It's just so awkward getting those messages from her. yucks..*goose bumps*
I feel as though my memory is deteriorating and it kinda scare me a lil sometimes. Guess things will be fine. Will always look at the brighter side of life. who knows there's be someone taking care of me when i've alzheimer.LOL. hmmm, where do i get those emoticons? result of not blogging for so long.haih.

25-02-08

2008-02-26T03:14:00.000+11:00

Hmmmm time flies but my love for you do not fade, though I've bad memory but I can still remember what you've done for us and the care you've showered us.
Missing you a lot...A LOT
Sometimes it's as though the incident just happened yesterday. Am I still in denial stage??
I've promised myself that I'll not disappoint you despite the obstacle I face.
As for academic, I'll buck up. Since the incident, my inner strength has diminished. I'll stand again after the fall.

I'm back...

2008-01-29T01:37:00.000+11:00

Been MIA for 2mths for some reasons... too many reasons to be listed here.
Since I'm rather free for the TIME BEING, shall update a lilttle. This is my first post for YR 2008 knowing the near year mood is no longer here.
Seriously do not know what to update.LOL.
Met up with Feli and she had so much to share and I didn't have much.Was it coz I had such a boring life? Hmmm.. *ponders*
Came back to KL 2nd week of Jan, was tied up with classes and work(worked as a promoter for Haagen Daz- that's when I got 4 pints of Haagen Daz for free; and Lee Kum Kee- can browse http://lllllchingeelllll.blogspot.com/ on working trip at kulai to find out more).
CNY's coming!!!! but sadly.... I've not got myself any shirts for CNY and it's around the corner. ARGH! Nvm, I'll continue hunting for my CNY clothes.. :P
Oh ya, my niece and nephew will back in KL on the 1st, will post up their cute pics.. :)
Well enough of my crappy post.

titleless

2007-11-22T21:55:00.000+11:00

Gym or me?
was rather emo after someone chose gym... was just a small thing but i was emo , cant help it.
eating gives satisfaction when i'm not in good mood. After indulging in unhealthy and fattening food, spicy ayam goreng mcD felt better then corny belanja me chocolate sundae. much happier now..

miserable blog.

2007-11-02T11:51:00.000+11:00

I've not been blogging for more than a month due to a lot a lot of reasons..

- assignments

-meetings

- mid terms

- out with frens.

-most likely laziness =P

they're more like excuses than reasons. hmmm

Initially I wanted a blog so that I'll be able to read my reminiscences when I'm older.

we're finally done with PSY 201 experiment, it wasn't as though as we thought and we managed to get enough number of participants. everything went smoothly till the clumsy me dropped the beans, probably too kan cheong. SO SORRY... hopefully it wasn't an EV.

I'm glad it's over. and we celebrated again lol. went to williams but I didn't like what i ordered so much though.

Next time I'll be afraid of is PSYCHOLOGY COLLOQUIUM. I'm really afraid of giving presentation in front of people. I can't imagine how am i gonna survive in my working life.

There's really nothing much that I want to update. Oh ya I still have half a pint of Baskin Robbins in the fridge. *happy* had ice cream with bsim, corny,ce, and janet on 31st , greedy me wanted to have more so tapau one pint home. =)

Another happy moment was after handing in counseling assignment, we as in the five of us (sum, jan, corny, ce, and I) went to Seksyen 17 to makan. we wanted to take sum there since beginning of the sem tak jadi till that day.so at last with much persuasion, we managed to makan together. Then, dropped csum at Kl sentral, dint know the exact way to go home. on the way home, one of them said " let's go to eye on malaysia", at first i thought the person was just joking but since corny has never been there yet so we went to eye on malaysia.

http://www.eyeonmalaysia.com.my/content_iframe_5a.html

I think I'm just so disorganized. my post is just so disorganize , I'm typing as I remember what happened last few days -.-

hectic +tired

2007-09-24T02:40:00.000+10:00

Sigh. Classes have started for less than a month but I can feel the hectic life already.. Meetings for assignments, club meetings and work. I've no time to study.
just came back from work and had online discussion. legs are aching coz I had to stand for like 8 hours or more. I've tutors' meeting, group assignment meeting and work tmr. I've assignment due on fri as well. Midterms are in 2 weeks time. Time REALLY FLIES!Goodness.

30 Hour Famine

2007-09-19T01:46:00.000+10:00

~Ying wei ni hai you shi wang ( Because of you, there's still hope)~
~Hungry for Hope~

Tomorrow
The world we live in can do with giving

A child today is a child of our tomorrow,

I've seen the children who have been broke

By war and hunger and natural disaster

so broken

When tomorrow comes, we must have hope,

We must reach out to every single child

When tomorrow comes, we spread our love,

To make it a better day,

We've gotta pray and do our best,

To bring you a better TOMORROW!

When tomorrow comes,

we spread our love and

MAKE IT A BETTER DAY!

I did not miss the 30 Hour Famine organized by World Vision this year as well, it's a bilingual camp this year which there were 5200 people who took part (not too sure including or excluding the volunteers). Last year there were about 500 people only for the English 30 Hour Famine camp.

Alarm rang bout 6.00am on Sat, then I pressed the snooze button. Phone rang and it was Janet, I thought I was late and I said "coming coming." before she managed to ask me anything. In fact, she called to ask me to bring something and it was already 6.20. Thank God she called. Rushed to fetch Jan, Corny and Bee Sim and headed to Bkt Jalil. Was 5 min late, there wasnt anything much to do after I reached as participants could only register at 9am.

There were some participants who reached quite early bout 7am. Then, helped out with registration and we got bored when there was no one at our counter, we went to usher instead of registering the participants and called our counter "The Express Lane". We were like competing with the other counters, asking participants to register at our counter instead of going to other counters. What to do we were too bored. Other ushers looked at us wondering what were we doing, taking all the "customers".lol.
Had my last meal bout 11.30am. and we continued with ushering till 2pm.

Got our certs and we could either choose to stay for the camp or to go home. I chose to stay till Sunday 6pm.

The express counter

Took photos and took our certificates and basically nothing much to do after that. There was Famine Challenge.

Famine Challenge 1 where participants had to put a wet string around the neck and pull the string out through the sleeves. participants had to tie their own string to the string of the participants next to them to form a big circle. Before the started tying, water bottles were placed behind the participants and they face outside. After the strings were tied to one another, the participants grabbed their water bottles and stood up and say the theme out loud "HUNGRY FOR HOPE!"

The wet strings were supposed to cause uncomfortability like the guinea worms.

I'm not sure wat famine challenge 2 was about, had concert at night. Some of those who performed were Nicholos Teo, Fish Leong, Daniel Lee, Francissa PEters, Sarimah Ibrahim, Couple and Juwita Suwito.

After concert I was so tired, went to sleep straight after changing my shirt.

Sun

Woke up and I saw Bee Sim talking to Chen Ming, before I slept also I saw them talking.LOL
Had Famine Challenge 3 and there were some performances. During free time, we took photos as expected. Oh ya, I was being bullied by Chen Ming and was asked to replace him to be Group Leader. Couldn't sit with friends anymore. Went to take the break-fast meals, that time my stomach started rumbling. Food was there and yet couldn't eat yet. Then sang songs and all, then after counting down, feeling to eat was gone.LOL.

Pics with friends.....Hehe. Picture with the emcee, William....

After clearing up, after photo taking sessions, Jan, Bsim, Corny and I went to Sri Petaling to eat Bak Kut Teh. Went home bathed,dozed off.

Gonna go sleep now too.. Blur blur d.. zzz

Survived

2007-09-18T01:48:00.000+10:00

I've made it through, Fasted for 30 hours.
Hungry for hope!!!
Will update more when I've the pics.

Blur-ness

2007-09-13T00:56:00.000+10:00

How could I be so blur??
*Sigh*
Anyway, I'll look at the bright side of life. There're so many activities ahead. Not to forget things =)

30 Hour Famine
HIV trainers training - not too sure yet.probably
Penang trip cum workshop -yay, get to know what play therapy really is.
First Ball organized by BPsych
Working at HP counted?Lol
Tutoring PSY 106 with Steph. :P
Get to hang out with friends.

and many more ahead I guess.. =)

Aussie

2007-09-05T00:53:00.000+10:00

This post is due some time ago. Trying my best to recall what I've done in NSW and Melbourne.

I've poor memory, so better post it. At least, I've a journal that I can read probably when I'm old.HAHA I shall let the pictures do the talking. =)
Reached on 6-8-07,
Told LK would be reaching bout 7.30am, he made wrong turnings and all and he reached almost 8am. I won't blame him coz I came out later as I did't know the queue would take me an hour.

He called several times and I kept saying coming out soon when I was still queing.He asked me to meet him at the waiting area. Then after passing the custom, I was at the arrival hall. *Looking around* mana waiting area. (shitz don't know how to get there). Then I saw two girls, they looked rather familiar *Look intently*, one of them waved at me. Hmmm, walked closer to them. Oh LK's hsemate Su Pin. Have never seen her b4 though, only pictures.Luckily the right person else paiseh only.
Then followed them to the Immigration Office to renew their Visa. After that, spent whole day in Sydney. Went to Darling Harbour, Oprah House, Harbour Bridge and Chinatown to tengok tengok. Didn't bring my camera down so didn't take any pictures sad huh. Somemore places of attraction in Aus.

Went back then LK cooked Bak Kut Teh. =)

7-8-07
Didn't go anywhere coz he had lab.
Wont be writing a daily journal for 21 days of coz. There's no description for the date means either go library in uni, gym or stay at home. =P

8-8-07

Can't recall what I did in the aftnoon but I went clubbing at night. Unbelievable right? Never been to a club in the entire 21yrs of life.

WEnt to Customs, drank a little then went to Fannys(another club).

Pictures taken at Fannys

9-8-07
Went for Singapore National Day dinner at Silverdolphin, what to do someone so kaypo. Not Merdeka Day also want to attend. It was buffet style, food was good (better than outside at least). What's Singapore National language? It's Malay I doubt everyone knows. Then they had Chilli eating competition. Interesting huh.

10-8-07
Lk had no labs, YAYness. Had breakfast and left home early. Went around Newcastle City and beaches in Newcastle. I lOVE the beaches. SO in love with the beaches. Water is so clear and the sand is so fine, unlike Penang where the sea is so polluted. I'll upload pictures of the beautiful beaches.

I LOVE the beaches! Newcastle beach. Entah apa nama

Newcastle city.

A trip to Australia is not complete without visiting koalas and kangaroos, so he took me to Blackbutt Reserve.

At first Mr. Koala was a little shy, but after a while he turned and looked at the camera. *Cheese*

11-08-07

Don't remember what I did in the afternoon , no journals so can't remember. I've photos of coldrock and dated 11-8, which meant I went to coldrock at night with Lk, Su Pin, Lisa, Brian n Venora.

12-08-07
Woke up rather early coz we were leaving the house bout 9 something to nicer beaches(Anna's bay and Nelson's bay) and to see dolphins (Port Stephens).

1)My driver 2)Lisa is so comfortable at the back seat =P

Went to a desert... Nice? :P

The secret is..

the "desert" is next to the the beach, Anna's bay.. =P Hehe.

Enough of Anna's Bay, we left and headed to Nelson's Bay and Port Stephens to see dolphins. Last time when LK went with his family, they saw more than a group of dolphins, pods.

To my disappointment, I saw none. We waited and waited and at last we decided to go back. SOBZ.

13-08-07

Don't remember what happened but I know I was sick. Sad huh.. Falling sick on vacation.

LK bought lensip for me(smtg like strepsil) coz I had sorethroat initially. Hoping I'll get well the next day.

14-08-07

I had flu and cough instead of sorethroat this time. -.-
Went to a mall called Charlestown Square with Jiann and Wai Yi. Was rather excited the day before. Apparently it's one of the biggest mall in Hunter region. "It currently has over 170 stores and is one of the largest shopping centres in the Hunter region,(cited from Wikipedia.org)." When we reached, I asked Jiann "Where's the mall? How come I don't see it?"
Jiann replied "there, right in front of you" *pointing at a building that looked like Carrefour/Tesco*. The mall has 3 levels. Hehe. Walked around, Jiann bought a Ray Ban sunglasses, 2 cooking books and some games which I didn't get to play. :( I only bought some earrings. Sad.. Had lunch there as well.. Then took bus with them back to uni coz no one was at home. Then I waited at Jiann's place for LK since he had labs earlier on. LK came and we went to the mall to get groceries and he cooked tomyam coz I was craving for it for the past 2 days. Thank you =*
After dinner, we went for a movie DIE HARD 4

I could still doze off while watching action packed movie. Swt. Dozed off few mins few times. Hehe. Sick ma what to do.Kept coughing in the cinema somemore. But overall the movie was good.. =) LK went to buy stronger medication (3 in 1- cold,flu and cough) since we'd be going Melbourne the next day.

15-08-07

Lin Kooi had lab in the morning and I had a rest and breakfast. He came back, we started packing and Calvin dropped us off at Newcastle Airport. Boarded the flight and I landed on Melbourne for the first time. Took the shuttle bus to city and we walked to the hotel from there. Was rather late and no where that we could go. So we just bought some stuffs to eat and went back to the hotel.

16-08-07

Another unlucky time, I was supposed to go on Puffing Billy, a steam train. We reached the place 5 mins later and the train departed.HAIH. LK said it's a nice experience to get on the steam train. I could see from him pictures too but I missed it. Visit http://www.puffingbilly.com.au/

I don't have Lk's pic on the train now but there's a pic of the train from inside taken from the website. Nice right? got 3 course meal during Lunch somemore.

Then went to Boxhill a place with lotsa Hong Kees, people who walking ard, ppl who are working are mostly Hong Kees as though I was in Hong Kong. Lol.Makan then walked around met up with Kim Chin and her two friends then we went to Sophia, Italian Restaurant for Dinner.

Seafood platter and spaghetti for 3(3 different types).

The post mortem will be continued.

Back

2007-09-04T02:17:00.000+10:00

Reached KL bout 2p.m. Then wanted to get a replacement ATM card since I couldn't withdraw money couple of times and I was told something is wrong with the chip when I went to the PB in Inderawasih.
So pergilah PBB, then person at the customer service counter told me that the card that I'm having isn't mine. Looking at me one kind. Without hesitating, I said " Must be my dad's card." Told her that probably we accidentally exchanged our ATM cards. If I've keyed in the wrong pin number more than 3 times consecutively, the card is faulty. I tried twice in Penang and twice today. Wonder if the card is still ok. HOPE SO. Thanked her and chao.
Called my dad and told him about it. Asked him to send my card to KL and I'll send him him back.
Walked to the post office, realized that I didn't have any envelope with me. WEnt to get envelope from Janet then went back to post office to post the card.
I'm having quiz tmr. Haven't read anything. Haih.

Birthday

2007-09-02T16:25:00.000+10:00

This is another post that supposed to be up few days back.
Yuan Pin is now officially 21 years old.Turned 21 on 30th of Aug.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!again
Went to Queen Elizabeth 2(QE2) at Church Street Pier on 30th to celebrate YP's bday cum Countdown. Wanted to try clubbing with friends and it came true but sadly Kailyn isn't in Penang anymore. I like the environment as it wasn't very crowded and I enjoyed the sea breeze. =) A place that I would recommend for people to go drinking. likelah i know a lot of places to drink and club.LOL.want to recommend people pula.
Malaysia celebrated her 50th Birthday too. 50th Merdeka Anniversary! MERDEKA!!!
Negara Malaysia Negaraku.
Berbilang bangsa dan budaya,
Bebas dari ancaman penjajah,
Negara yang aman dan damai,
Negaraku tercinta.
I can't think of better words, I feel like as though I'm writing an essay. THinking hard for the words but just can't get the words I want.
I don't know why I blog though. Just to crap probably.

All the best...

2007-08-30T00:30:00.000+10:00

Glad that you've reached London safely this morning.

So sad that I didn't manage to send you off.

When will I see you again?

One more year to go.

Anyway, all the best and you'll always be in my heart.

You are my source of motivation.Glad to have you as my friend =)

Miss you lots. Take good care.

Memories

2007-08-29T21:58:00.000+10:00

Wanted to post this yesterday but somehow I didn't. I'm starting to miss Aussie, miss the environment and probably the people there.:P

28/8 is indeed a special date for me and you. I can't believe how time flies and we've been through 6 28/8 together. I cherish all the moments we had from moments that you made smile to our disagreements. Thanks for the care and love you shower me and the times where you had to bear with me pissing off and getting on your nerves.Hehe. Special right as what you've said? Hehe.

Three weeks with you was indeed wonderful where I had a personal chef (Thanks for the breakfast,lunch and dinner), personal chauffeur(Thanks for driving me around) .

Thank you for being you.

Thank you for sharing my ups and downs,

Thank you for the colours you've painted in my life,

Thank you for the Melbourne trip -best anniversary gift =)

Happy Anniversary!!

I'm back.

2007-08-27T21:35:00.000+10:00

I'm back where I no longer see people with blue eyes and blonde hair. Haha. Was MIA coz there's no internet connection at home and I couldn't log into bloggers at the University of Newcastle. Feeling rather sad. Haih.How time flies.Will update more.

LANGKAWI TRIP

2007-08-06T10:48:00.000+10:00

I'm back long ago but was bz going out with friends and I wanted to blog on this some time ago. It's my FUN langkawi trip . Though it was a 2D1N trip, it was enjoyable.

DAY 1

Left my house bout 6.30am then reached took ferry at Butterworth Jetty to Penang Island not to Langkawi yet.Hehe.. Then, met up with Pei Li on the island for 15 mins. (so sorry for not taking you around, Pei LI.) Walked to the port where we were supposed to board the ferry and I got there just in the nick of time. Luckily didn't miss the ferry.

We boarded the ferry to Langkawi Island from Penang Jetty. After 2 hours or more, we finally reached.

At last sampai, lyn and I were bz looking around. Then took another shot. First thing we did was to rent a car. A pic of tin driving the car (excitednya.. not only tin but all of us.hehe)

The first thing we did when we got the car was to find place to fill our stomachs. Hehe. After that, we went to Kota Mahsuri.

Only took pictures there, didn't even enter to see the makam or tombstone.
Next Tin droved to Snake sanctuary and entrance fee was Rm 15. We didn't enter again this time but guess wat
WE TOOK PICTURES WITH THE SNAKE!! Can't believe that I actually held a snake for the first time. Initially I was rather scared
.
Mandy was the first one to take pic with the snake. Then Lyn/ Tin then only I took coz i was asked to. Peer pressure I guess since all my friends took with the snake.
Then we went to Underwater World, forgot how much we've paid but was worth the money.

Then we went to check in at the hotel. Went to the beach then went swimming with Lyn

Day 2
A fun day and so reluctant to leave. Well woke up early in the morning, had breakfast and Tin drove to town. Then, took the ferry again to Pulau Payar, a marine park. The water was rather clear and was clean , we could see the fishes. So nice..
I don't know how to swim. OMG. HOW?
For the first hour, I held Lyn's hand tightly and we swam (life jacket was given but I was still scared since it's 10m deep.,coward what to do). Thank you , Lyn.Then our personal tour guide gave us a bottle filled with bread, all the fishes swam towards me, could feel them. So NICE and GELI at the same time.Hehe. After swimming for bout 2 hours , we had to leave. so sad.

After snorkelling..Tired-ness :P
WE took a ferry back to langkawi then a ferry back to Penang
Had so much fun can't wait for our next trip. =)

Expired and PISSED OFF

2007-07-27T20:12:00.000+10:00

I SPENT almost my whole day at JPJ office else I could have enjoyed myself happily wit Tin and Mandy at Prangin Mall.

Initially I was still fine till my nerves was triggered, I don't get pissed off easily. IS it?for you to judge then..

Expired = road tax expired and I didn't realize till last two days.

Obviously didn't take the pic today, took it yesterday when my mood was still good. I drove home from KL with expired road tax luckily was not stop by police. Btw, this is not the first time, the last time I realized my driving license was expired after 4months when my sister asked "When you license gonna expire?". I checked then realized wah 4 months already and I was still driving around with expired license. Not very proud of that though. Those who know me well, I'm good at forgetting things. Any remedy?

Back to the story why i'm so pissed off!! I was at JPJ for 2 hrs yesterday, that wasn't too bad. When it was our turn, the person told us our application was incomplete coz dint have certification from PUSPAKOM, had to go again today.

Woke up at 7am fetched sis to sch then came back was doing KUMON worksheets then dad asked me to take the car to PUSPAKOM. I went thank god not a lot of ppl and I was done within 20 minutes. Sis told me she waited for 2 hrs the last time she went. I went back happily then went to JPJ with Tuesdays with Morrie since I know I've to wait for quite some time. There were bout 20 ppl b4 me so I read the book Cheese lent me then called Lyn and talked for a while. Then it was MY TURN. YAY! HAPPILY walking to the counter. After flipping all the papers" INI double transfer, kena isi borang lagi." From mom to dad, dad to me.How come they didn't realize earlier?Could have told us yesterday.

Then I told myself I'll go again after lunch time, so I went to fetch my sis then went for lunch. WEnt home to rest for a while then headed to JPJ bout 2.30p.m. The first thing I did was to take my number(was 2289) then filled in the extra forms to kill time while waiting.Since it's a double transfer, I need a photocopy of dad's IC then I rushed home to get dad's IC and asked him to sign. Rushed back to JPJ photocopied dad's IC but that photocopied IC has to be certified. HOW le? I went to find the officer but they dint want to certify.went to see 2 different officers and they didn't want to certify unless my dad's here. Wasn't very happy already coz it was 4p.m. then. I called dad asked him to come over and he came and we had to lined up to see the officer and few more ppl spos to be my turn already to go to the counter.. =( WEnt to see the officer to certify the photocopied IC. Then....

Officer : Ini Borang LAMA la.. kena isi borang baru..

I was like telling her : tadi tak beritahu, sekarang baru nak isi..sempat ka?

Officer : Tak sempat la.. Kena datang hari Isnin..

isnin?mon? I wont be here and I don't want to come again on Mon and another day needed for the application to be processed. Nothing tat we can do. Thank the officer and left.

Then another person my turn .haih. Memang tak sempat already since I had to fill in 3 forms. Dad was like asking me to go home and go again on MOn but I was rather bo kam wan* than any other reason. I was there whole afternoon excluding yesterday. I approached a lady asked if she wants to change her number with me, she happily changed her number(can go back faster ma) . The number she gave was 2351 meaning 62 more to go. Spent my time filling in forms again *sigh* then realized that my dad had to sign coz I was fillig in new forms, called dad immediately but sadly dad left already. Was thinking "har, have to come and line up on MOn again?!!! GOodness gracious.. NO!!NO! I don't want!" Then called dad again, "can i forge ur signature?" Dad allowed me to and he asked me to sign as similar as possible and I tried some looked cacat but they didn't realize. No one knows bout this except those who read my blog. so dun reveal ya..

So many ppl somemore, was waiting like an idiot then Mandy called was talking halfway then this security guard came " Bergayut telefon lagi, nanti nombor lepas, marah orang lagi."

Har? I told him my number still long to go and he was there waiting for me to hang up. Anyway, there'so "no hp/ hp not allowed" sign so I said good bye and hung up. Then I played hp game since I was so bored waiting AND GUESS WAT, the same guy came to me again "MAIN TELEFON lagi, nombor sudah terlepas. " I was like "Huh, nombor terlepas? I took my piece of paper and showed him, MANA Ada?lama lagi la.. " 20 more ppl to go somemore. BEH SYOK nia..

I was like the last one there and reached home at 6p.m. My time was wasted coz of their inefficiency. ARGH.. They could have told me everything yesterday like no puspakom certification, double transfer and new forms instead of telling me one by one and I had to go there for so many trips. If I've to wait for few mins I wouldn't mind, take number then wait for 2 hrs - a lot of time wasted though I'm free but I don't fancy killing my time this way.

Came home told my sis, my sis said probably no one was there already so kenakan me. -.-

movie & food

2007-07-26T19:17:00.000+10:00

Finally, I went for movie, felt like I've not watced movie for ages. The last movie was Fantastic Four.This movie is adrenaline-pumping and action-packed, not to forget there're leng chais too. IT's INVISIBLE TARGET!! A must watch. Hehe. Watched with Lyn, Mandy and Tin at Queensbay Mall with student rate. Bluek

Had white coffee at Old Town before movie, after movie had dinner at Manhattan Fish Market then window shopped. Then we realized , it's 9.30 p.m. already and I met them bout 3.45p.m. "Time flies when we're enjoying ourselves", (Tye, 2007). Quoted that from Mandy and I truly agree and can't wait for next outing. Thanks dear frens. Was indeed a wonderful day. =)

beautiful

2007-07-24T12:28:00.000+10:00

In contrast with what I've mentioned before, most of the things are not longer the same BUT there are things that are still the same. When I was walking home from the market early in the morning, I looked up, .. the sky was so blue and cooling air blowing the earth. It's very rare that I have the chance to appreciate the beauty of nature coz iN KL I usually wake up bout 9 or 10 something where the sun is so glaring that I can even see the sky. The earth is giving us its fullest without fail.

~Appreciate while you can~

no longer the same

2007-07-19T23:56:00.000+10:00

Aft fetching sis to sch, memories of the past flashed back. THings are no longer the same. The supermarket near my hse where my family used to shop has closed down, the mango tree that has been continuously giving its fruits since I stepped on earth has been chopped off partially.wonder if it will still grow fruits. It's not like how it used to be. It has been almost 4 yrs but sometimes I would tell myself, perhaps it's just a dream. I'm in denial but it's a drastic change that I still can't accept tat things have changed. If only I could turn back the time. I miss what I used to have in life and I regret for not appreciating it last time. It's too late and nothing much can be done. Why do this even have to happen to me??? Sometimes to think of it, there's no such thing as being fair in life. Why do those bad people enjoy life while good ones suffer?? She shouldn't be suffering at the first place. She deserved better for all the sacrifices she has made.

Mini reunion

2007-07-19T23:38:00.000+10:00

Met up with so many ex-georgians, Lyn, Mandy, Tin,Yuan Pin, WeiChing, Erica, Alicia and Emily on Tues.Went for dinner at Pastasia, Gurney. As it's name says PASTA so we ate PASTA except for Tin- a gigantic curry puff with Pizza filling. Interesting Huh.. Then talked till 10.30pm and started to drizzle, so our meeting was adjourned. =P

update and updates

2007-07-13T17:11:00.000+10:00

I've to type all over again. Typed halfway then my nephew and niece came in, pressed the on/off button *poof* screen went blank. *sigh*FYI, This is not the first time they "helped" me to off my comp. Well, nothing much to update actually. Everything I do is like daily routine..From waking up, feed the babies,lunch time, make sure they don't run around, go playground, feed babies again then accompany them watch tv, dinner then jaga them a while , I'll watch chinese series then sleep.At night mostly bro in law and sis handle the kids, aft he finishes cooking, he plays with them. Forgot to mention that he can cook very well, had seafood spaghetti yesterday night and few days back, he cooked "yee mee". Most of the time I'll be watching POCOYO while accompanying the babies. Must be wondering what the heck POCOYO is right?
Below is POCOYO Bedtime..

Last sat, went to Midvalley then DELICIOUS for dinner cum Hannah;s belated bday.

Sun went Lot10 then met up with Feli and Rohene for dinner at Actually Thai,Sunway Pyramid to celebrate Feli's bday.

Mango Kerabo&friedcatfish Green curry Tomyam-my fav =D

Rohene can't wait to eat-looking at

her food.. :P

You're now 20, FELI!!

P/S: Must be wondering why am I broke, spent so much on food and I've wasted money on "unused" bus tickets. Bought ticket to singapore on Sun but I arrived 5-10 min later and the bus left me.poor thing. Went to the counter, I was informed that I could purchase another ticket for half price. Then, thinking that I won't be wasting another Rm 30 to get another ticket, I bought the ticket for RM 15 in a hurry without thinking much. Supposed to board the bus at 1.10pm, was just 9am then. regretted and bought another ticket after waiting for half an hour. Don't think I'd be able to wait till 1pm. inilah akibatnya bertindak terburu buru.

Dinner & CAR

2007-07-10T01:17:00.000+10:00

Was out the whole of yesterday, window shopped in the afternoon then met friends for dinner
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I'm too lazy to type.kinda tired.. I'll update tmr morning.
chaoz..

Finally..

2007-07-08T01:45:00.000+10:00

Instead of thinking of the negative, I'll be a lil positive this time, It's HOLIDAY!!
Well, went to work after exam. hardworking ppl ma, wat to do. Then, we headed to ASIA CAFE in SUBANG. There's one in Penang too but I've never been there.. WE ordered a lot of FOOD - Uncle Bob chicken, Fried Mushroom, Fried Oyster, Crab&Bread, Takoyaki which Nicole calls it "fishball' & roasted chicken. NYUM NYUM =D Then talked crap probably ate too much of crab, but Bsim and COrny dint even eat the crabs but they just have the innate ability to crap.LOL. And Corny broke her midnight curfew.amazing. For friends ma, It's ok wan..
Reached home and I chatted online. what a weirdo. When I had to study, I wanted to sleep but when I had the chance to sleep, I refused to. Jan is another weirdo who was online at that time. we chatted till almost 4am -.-
Then went to tidur, shouldn't go againt my biological clock.
I'll be going over to SG for a week to help my sis babysit and I know nothing about babysitting. Initially, she asked if I could stay longer, I didn't want not because I didn't want to but becoz I want to go home. See my family and friends, I'll only have 2 weeks in Pg to spend with Lyn who's flying off to UK soon. *Sob* NOt like I've the whole of 2 weeks somemore, dad for sure won't let me out everyday and she's going Redang with her beloved darling. lagilah less time to spend with her. Oh mandy, we'll get to go out again and don't have to teleport. *poof*
Jw just left and I couldn't send him but I'll be seeing him in probably 33 days more. All the best ya and take care, JW!.
What a long post I have. Guess it's a bit too late HAPPY 070707
Chaoz

Mental retardation vs mental deterioration

2007-07-07T03:58:00.000+10:00

I think I'm just getting stupider, my memory's deteriorating. I read my book the day before and I couldn't really recall. But I've used to reading last min. Am i getting older?having dementia? or Am i a retard? :S
Gosh, I'm so gonna get 3Cs. Pls stop deteriorating my brain!! Or I've to take this as lesson and work harder? Learned helplessness should not happen so soon.. I'll see if my effort correlates with my results before giving up. But too late to try now.. will wait for next sem then..

Gap

2007-07-05T11:55:00.000+10:00

I'm feeling a lil uneasy since yesterday night after the conversation I had. I don't exactly know what is happening, everything is different since last month where we had so much of communication prob. There's just a gap between us, it's not like how it used to be last time. We had so much fun in high school & so much of crap. I find difficulty communicating, it's not difficult but our conversation would end up making both of us unhappy?uneasy?uncomfortable? Don't you think so? Everything did not go right and if there's any thing I can do to bridge the gap?If there is, don't hesitate to tell me and I'll try to do what I can. I'm sure you know that I treasure this friendship. You think I've changed but is that so? Why can't things just be like the past? It really saddens me when things don't go right between us. How I wish things were the same..
Anyway, you'll always be my dear fwen.. =P Can't wait to see you and the rest in Penang!!!

Emo-ness

2007-06-30T17:28:00.000+10:00

I donno why but I'm just emo these few days.. So many things that leads to my emo-ness. I just can't find a specific thing which caused it. Everything that I'm experiencing right now is causing all this discomfort in life. Break down easily which i hate it a lot.whatever happens, I really want to tell my dear friends that I really value the friendship we have nurtured. I don't know what's causing all this. Stress probably, nonsense and I don't know and I don't want to know... That's sad..

exam fever..

2007-06-28T01:00:00.000+10:00

Exams are just around the corner.*long sigh* I just hate it when I don't have self control and continue to procrastinate!. I just can't study in front of my comp, I tend to chat and browse unnecessary sites( not what some of you might think, I mean blogs or just search for stuffs and read) instead of studying.
I need to lock myself somewhere maybe..I've an elective paper on coming Mon and I haven't touched a single page and I left my book with Corny. -.- I've another 2 papers on Wed and Fri somemore.. :( How on the world am I gonna finish studying?? Is there such thing as miracle? Perhaps I need more perseverance instead of miracle. Luck would help a lot too I guess.. So I need both I miracle so that I'll be lucky on that day and perseverance to study hard. Wish me luck then!!!

RojaK

2007-06-26T15:46:00.000+10:00

some people out there probably think I just ate rojak or craving for rojak.. You're WRONG!
I'm having rojak feelings, as in mixed feelings. Though I was on cloud nine after Lin Kooi called, can't wait to see him in a month's time, but the sooner I see him, the sooner Lyn's leaving. I'll be missing her a lot.. Another thing, I DID SO BADLY for my midterm. Doubt if I'll even get a B- for my Social Psychology paper. Need to work harder and pray harder. *seriously*
Time is running and I'm still procrastinating. My friends should know how much I procrastinate. That's just in me.trying to get rid of it but I can't.
That's update for now.

Quick updates..

2007-06-26T00:10:00.000+10:00

I'll update my blog before the word "UPDATE!!" appears at the tagboard.

Well, had group discussion with Jan, Ching Ee and Corny on Sat and Sun but more to cooking and playing instead of group discussion.HEHE. On sat, we had lamb chop and sun 6 dishes. I guess my friends enjoyed cooking at the kitched. On Sunday, Corny and Janet reached bout 4 something, we cooked, ate and played taboo till 8.30 then only started discussing about our assignment. Anyway BIASALAH, as usual. LOL

Our set meal.. CHEERS!! Lots of food..

That was for saturday only.. and had another cooking session on Sunday.

Had 6 dishes including soup excluding soft drinks.LOL And we played TABOO after eating. Dint take pictures of taboo..

As for today, we as in housemates had farewell dinner , vivian's leaving for UK to study and Shadow's leaving for America for 5 months. And guess where we went? We flew to PARIS had dinner there.

Couldn't post of more pictures of the dishes as ce clicked on video instead of photos so tak jadi lah tangkap gambar. nvm. at least we've pictures of humans.ROFL.
That's all. updates for 3 days in a post.hehe. signing off..
:)

Jinjang and old times..

2007-06-21T19:38:00.000+10:00

Today, we went for School Readiness Mobilization at Jinjang.
It's just so different from the one I went during the first phase. This time the kids could communicate well and they were so friendly.. I can feel that it would be fun to be in phase 2. Everything just went so smoothly,and time passed so fast. The kids wanted to stay longer but we had to leave. *sobs*
Feel rather old when they called me "jie jie aka elder sister" and I was once like them.
When I was at Jinjang, I started to miss school. I missed the times we had at the canteen making silly jokes,talked crap, missed the teachers, missed the times hunting for teachers, the times where we lepak after school with our school uniforms. Practically I miss my school and teachers. Thought of posting up some pictures taken during high school but sadly don't have any pictures with me.

Besides missing school,
I miss

the nagging I got from my mom especially after getting results not up to her expectation "How come so and so get so high?"
the advice -"study hard la, don't always online chit-chatting...."
the gossiping I had with mom aft sch , I would update her almost everything bout my friends. hehe.
seeking help moments "mummy, what should I write for this essay? What's the word?.... and so on. as I've limited vocabulary.."
times when my friends and LK called "NINI!!!! YOur phone!!If LK called, my mom would asked, "oh, so what happned?wat you all talked bout?"
times where I got to see her after school and when she fetched me after tuition classes
her and everything she did for me...

That's all updates for now. Study break is here and I ought to STUDY HARD

Panic, Anxiety & Fear

2007-06-21T19:14:00.000+10:00

As the title has mentioned, something happened yesterday night. There was a guy who kept banging the door all of a sudden, and he closed the peephole, people from inside couldn't see him. He kept saying "Buka pintu, POLIS!! POLIS!! with some weird accent.. then suddenly suratkhabar lama!!buka pintu!!. from police to oldnewspaper.. What kind of logic is that?? Then he continued banging the door. but the door was not opened..

Actually, I was with the guy outside with another two friends..The person who started the prank was LEE CHEAN MING..when the door was not opened, I tot they couldn't hear us from outside then we rang the bell. At last, tired of playing, I opened the door, to my surprise, there was no one outside. Then I started to wonder *how impossible is that they none of them heard us* I told myself "wah my housemates so hardworking, studied till couldn't hear a single thing since they're having their exams on coming Fri and Mon".

Tried to enter my room, but was locked.. *Hmmmm. Why huh.."
Lee Chean Ming started calling "wei, i'm lee chean ming.. why no one?" (something like tat..)
Then Ching Ee came out and started hitting him and my other housemates came out, one of my hsemates was in tears. I was so so shocked.Yee Yin started saying "WEI, you all know how scary that was?? We thought there was a thief!!" I felt so guilty as I was part of those ppl outside. When I opened the door, all of them rushed into their rooms and Ching Ee wanted to get her penknife but it was too far away. Luckily else chean ming would have cuts and injuries by now. hehe. another hsemate was calling 999 but her call was not answered.. I've never played prank till this serious.. SERIOUSLY...
To read personal experiences, go to http://lllllchingeelllll.blogspot.com/
Sorry people.. Didn't mean it though..

DISAPPOINTMENT...

2007-06-13T01:54:00.000+10:00

Everything is not going right this semester. I just do not know why.. I'm rather disappointed with myself. I did not manage to work harder as what I intended to do.. I feel rather hopeless right now..
I did badly for mid-terms, assignments, even quizzes. Wonder what am I gonna get for finals. I just can't face it, realizing that I'm just bad at managing my time & coping with work, studies and activities.
As what I've said, everything just didn't seem to go with what I what it to be..

BA 200 Assignment - I handed it as soon as I printed after my midterm and my "kind" lecturer did not want to accept it coz I handed few hours late. The fact that I wasn't in class was I had to study for my mid-term. I felt devastated, my hope to get a good grade for that subject is ruined.
Implicit Theory Assignment - I got only 7.8, out of 15!!!

I'm not even motivated by my sch motto. How sad... guess it's time for me to learn how to manage with 3 subjects, work (KUMON) and club activities or outings.

*PRAYING HARD I'll SURVIVE THIS SEMESTER THROUGH!!*

Stroll Down Memory Lane

2007-06-10T14:21:00.000+10:00

Once upon a time, there was a girl named Meng Lin and..... Hmmm I'm not good storyteller. Well, let me recall *thinking hard*

On 26 of June, was the last field day of Mentoring Malaysia.. *Sob* Miss them lots. Had lotsa fun that day and I got a card from my mentees. Thank Kavitha and Hidaya for the card :)

I really appreciate the effort taken to make the card. =D

After that I headed to college for the FRESHMEN LUNCH...

Initially I thought it was some informal get-together lunch, MANA TAU all the freshmen, lecturer and those who helped out had to wear robes. SO COOL huh.

Instead of HOGWARTS , it was HELPWARTS!!

Picture taken with our Dean (3rd from the left)

Next, I went to Lyn and Tin's hse. Wanted to study for my Human personality there but ended up talking. Cheese didn't know I was there and I told a lie that I won't be going as I was too busy with stuffs.HEHE..After chit-chatting, then we went HOHO Steamboat for Dinner and also to celebrate CHEESE'S BIRTHDAY!!

Cheese too "kam tong" till got tears =P

Tin,Lyn and I told the guys that we were going to the pharmacy to get something and they actually BELIEVE IT. He was so surpised when he saw the cake. It has been so long that we spent time catching up.. :)

The thing which cannot be recycled is the time wasted

2007-06-02T14:12:00.000+10:00

How time flies...
I wanted to blog and upload pictures of so many events (to name a few : UN Recognition, last day of field day, Chee Seng's bday, pics at Frienster Cafe, The Village, can't even remember what else I wanted to post.
Currently at elder sister's place in Singapore since Meng Hui wanted to come here to spend her holidays here. We had to help our eldest sister to jaga her two babies..Cute babies.. I'll post up their pictures when I'm back in KL.
Not to forget i've mid term on Tues, not to mention 2 papers somemore and another assignment due too.. Hope I'll still survive by the time mid term is over..
THat's all to update for now..

Sigh

2007-05-18T13:11:00.000+10:00

I can't stand my template. Want a nice blue template but just don't have the time to find.. So if anyone happens to see a nice blue template, do tell me okayz? Feeling lethargic and lazy at the same time. Classes, try to go to gym with Corny and Ching Ee everyday(making use of our RM 50,lol), busy working and I've to do Kumon worksheets. There's an assignment due next week too. Wonder how I'm going to survive this 2 months with 3 subjects and work. Can't wait for this short sem to be over.
I'll always remember my school motto :

Where there's a will there's always a way.

Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam

A bit of update.. -.-

2007-05-09T23:52:00.000+10:00

Been sitting in front of my comp waiting for the page to load so that I can sign up for my tutorial, been waiting since 8.30pm and server is down now. Gosh..
Hmmm, yesterday was my first time going to gym in MAlaysia. :) Never have I thought of myself going to a gym before.LOL. I'm just too lazy to exercise. Perhaps Lin Kooi gave me the motivation to exercise, but not gonna be like you bulky.. eeeee. Just to try out since it's RM 50 for the entire month, worth it isn't? Can use the equipments,sauna and join the group exercise. My first time entering a sauna and steambath too..Was suffocating in the steambath luckily we ran out of the room just in time. Was just exaggerating but was really suffocating. Ask Corny if you don't believe. Wont be joining after this promotion for sure.. WITHOUT any doubts. :) SO so so so EXPENSIVE.

First Times..
Realized I had so many first times for the past one month

BLOG - Never thought of blogging in my entire life as I'm just lazy as a pig...
Baked cake - which i've saying that i gonna learn.LOL
Pedicure - coz it was cheap I guess
Made Longan Jelly - Thank Ching Ee for the recipe
Entering Fitness First and sauna - Thanks to the promotion? =.=
Lastly thank my dad for getting me a new HP and my sis coz my sis asked my dad to get me my first ever Sony Ericsson handphone.

Back in Kay Elle...

2007-05-08T01:55:00.000+10:00

Well, I've not been blogging for quite some time. Was rather busy back in Pg. Had lots of unnecessary stress too.. Back in KL and I'm having a short sem where classes are from 9 to 5pm on Mon and Tues. Lecturers were good but I couldn't help myself from not feeling sleepy. What should I do? -.-

Happy Birthday,Mum!

2007-04-28T23:56:00.000+10:00

27th of April will always be a very special date, it's my mum's birthday.
Dear Mum,
You gave me life,
You showered me with love,
Gave me lights when in the dark,
You made me a better person,
I am who I am today coz of you.
Thank you for everything.
You'll always be the one I love
WILL always cherish our moments.

Malacca Trip

2007-04-27T01:51:00.000+10:00

Malacca is where I went after finals (meaning I'll be in Year 2 next sem). This is kinda late I know but I just got the pictures. Amanda booked a hotel but we met this man at the bus station and he told us he has this "hotel" which is new and it's just behind JOnker street. Mana tau, it's not even a 3-star hotel, it's like a guesthouse, another name for it Rumah tumpangan. We left our bags at the "hotel" and we started hunting for food.

First stop: Chicken Rice Ball

Then we walked to Stadhudys and A Famosa

After walking and taking pictures, we went to this famous satay celup shop. I ate lok lok dipped in boiling sauce for the first time. Nice Nice.. :)

After makan makan, we went to Jonkers Street jalan jalan till 12 something and by the time we reached the guesthouse, we were half dead. We played card games, talked till we dozed off. The next day, had Malacca's famous chendol and nyonya laksa and we left Malacca with memories... Shall see you again MALACCA!!

...another first time...

2007-04-24T03:37:00.001+10:00

There's first time for everything. First love, first day of school, the day you were born, etc. I'm blogging for the first time and GUESS what? Hannah taught me how to bake and I baked lemon butter cake for the first time succesfully and finally. *bangga* "Thanks a million, Hannah!!" Been saying want to learn baking since high school but failed. Kinda happy... :) PROBABLY I'll try others provided I've the initiative. -.-

First time...

2007-04-24T03:20:00.000+10:00

I've been reading friends' blogs and even random blogs for the past 5 years. Never ever thought of having a blog myself before this. Perhaps, I've decided to join in the "in thing" and pen my moments of life and thoughts down. Well, I named it colours of my life because it's simply because life is made up of combination of "colours", it's not always dark or bright all the time. It's combination of both and becomes colourful..

HERE COMEs my FirST BLOG - COLOURS OF MY LIFE!!